This weekend is probly one of the worst weekends I had in many years. A few things happened after a few people left me alone. One my little brother is having heart problems again. He had triple by-pass surgry at birth and now there is something wrong. My mother had cancer and I havent heard from her in about 7 months. There is something wrong here.

I just dont know what to do anymore... My friends cant help me because most of them have no clue on what is going on. They dont even read my blog so I guess this is just a daily type of journal for myself to have till the time is right.

So I guess im done... I guess the best way to get the worry off my mind is to go to sleep now...