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How the day goes, TSA RELEASE PARTY!

2006-03-22T00:10:00.000-05:00

Well my dad was going well my best friend Doug is coming over this weekend to hang out which I havent seen since like almost two months. On that I took a nap to because I was still kinda down from last night but I was woken up by my dad and he was yelling and going on about something stupid. I told him to leave my room and let me take my nap. Then I was like pissed and threw my knife at the door and it was stuck lol. BUt then I was like go over to jeremys house and we all went over to see tini do her show... It was a great show good job everyone!

On that note, TSA is releasing their cd this next month and I guess me and jeremy are gonna talk about having a cd party because I got a pre-ordered cd and I guess its something to do to help these guys out.

Fighting to keep this alive
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
Dear friend, I haven't the slightest desire
To help keep you going

Keep to myself all the time
(Kid it's better that way)
Try to avoid all the lines
(But I can't have you stay)
And the things that they say
Fighting to keep this alive
(Kid it's better that way)
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
(But I can't have you stay)

Please don't run from your problems
You can't keep running, there's no place to go

As you escape from your life
This house becomes hollow
And all we can do is just wait
Sit here and wait for this train to arrive
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes
Constantly giving into these moments
That just bring me down
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around

Keeping to yourself is no way to live your life
You can't fight what's coming
And all that you can do is sit back and realize, we'll be there
Cause you keep waiting for someone to save you
Embrace you and take you away, far away
Take you so far from this place

Running away, so far away
Running away, so far away
I can't stay, I can't stay with you here
I can't stay, I can't stay with you here

As you escape from your life
This house becomes hollow
And all we can do is just wait
Sit here and wait for this train to arrive
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes
Constantly giving into these moments
That just bring me down
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around

But I won't stay around

This is one of the greatest songs they ever did and I want everyone that reads this to basically go out when it comes time to buy their cd and let me know so I can give them a heads up how many people come and bought their cd in ga!

Music helps me out a lot in the time of need. So this is the story of how.

2006-03-20T00:54:00.000-05:00

I basically just sat in my room listening to a song that helps me out whenever I'm in need of needing help. VNV Nation - Endless Skies it's one of the best song I ever came across to help me when I need it... Haha that makes me laugh, music helps me out more then a person can since I just given up on getting a g/f. That might sound like bitching but then again I can say sometimes not even a g/f can help you out in times of need.

VNV Nation - Endless Skies
How many years since you found yourself
Staring at an endless sky?

Unaware of yourself
Who you are and where you're going
Only living
Only breathing
Losing all sense of time

The most fragile of things
Captivates and embraces you
Surrender and be witness
To this rarest of moments

You live within the sense of the order of things
What is truth
What is important
What defines you

No need to fear
No need to worry
About years that passed
About time you lost

Live seconds as a lifetime
Time it does not matter
You live within the sense
Of the stillness of time

As well there was another song that helped me out VNV Nation - Beloved both songs put me in the mind set I need to be there for my little brother. If I could do something for him I will give him my own heart. Yet, there is no way of that unless I was willing to give up my own life for him.

VNV Nation - Beloved
It's colder than before
The seasons took all they had come for
Now winter dances here
It seems so fitting don't you think?
Dress the ground in white
And grey

It's so quiet I can hear
My thoughts touching every second I spent
Waiting for you
Circumstances affords me
No second chance
To tell you
How much I've missed you

My beloved do you know
When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass
And please don't ask me why I'm here
Something deeper brought me
That I need to remember

We were once young and blessed with wings
No heights could keeps us from their reach
No sacred place we did not soar
Still greater things burned within us
I don't regret the choices that I've made
I know you feel the same

My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
These are feelings that do not pass so easily
I can't forget what we claimed was ours

Moments lost though time remains
I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains
No feeling
Eternity awaits

Weekend?

2006-03-19T21:36:00.000-05:00

This weekend is probly one of the worst weekends I had in many years. A few things happened after a few people left me alone. One my little brother is having heart problems again. He had triple by-pass surgry at birth and now there is something wrong. My mother had cancer and I havent heard from her in about 7 months. There is something wrong here.

I just dont know what to do anymore... My friends cant help me because most of them have no clue on what is going on. They dont even read my blog so I guess this is just a daily type of journal for myself to have till the time is right.

So I guess im done... I guess the best way to get the worry off my mind is to go to sleep now...

Today Tuesday

2005-03-22T19:20:00.000-05:00

Tatto Tuesday

Ahh yes today I went out to Tattos By Randy which Bizz my tatoo guy redid my tatoo to make it look better which it does 100%. I think he is an awsome guy and he is gonna do my whole arm which gonna cost some cash which it cool with me because its a form of art. Which is cool with me... Well it hurts a bit but its looking good which I might draw up and put online so you all can see an example of it.

A sad day for my family

Well today was sad day for my fellow family members due to the fact they live on Red Lake. Yes I do have cousin's that attend's the school which is very sad to me that this happen... Another kid that was made fun of and just pulled to a side of life just do things to them...

I like to send out my prays since I had 2 friends that attended the school.

Chenelle Rosebear 15 years old - May the elders show you the way.
Thurlene Stillday 15 years old - May the elders show you the way.

I don't know what caused this but I am angry at this boys family because it was said this boy liked hitler and showed a lot of hate toward other students weeks before. Which sometyhing like this was said to be said might happen before it happened. There is so much on this subject please go to www.cnn.com there will be more told in the near future so please pray for the families that lost their beloved children...

Any other rants?

If you like to be a member of this blog spot please let me know at DevinSC2004 and you will be able to post rants like me. So please just contact me... Why would I let other people on my blogger? Well truly this blogger isnt just about me its about the world. I just got to sign up for another one to get the named change. Still dont know what to change it to.

One of my all time favorite songs ever...

2005-03-21T02:54:00.000-05:00

For some odd reason when I been listening to the CD Breaking Benjamin I turned it to the last song. Why I dont know, I something in my head went last song is for me... Now thats really odd for myself as well... It's called rain. Well I listened to it and I know why I did it... This songs stands for me not to move... Just basically saying where ever I go there were always be Rain. I just got to stand up for what I believe in and keep going its just the way to servive in todays life. So here are the lyrics to the song. Hope you all like the song as well.

"Rain"

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
Your getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

I really like this song and I will always keep this song somewhere near me... Either a in a cd or b a new mp3 player. There will always be a place for me to listen to this song.

Sunday Lazer Tag Fight!

2005-03-21T00:40:00.000-05:00

Ahh yes this sunday was a very awsome day. One of the biggest games I ever played in any form of Lazer Tag ever... We played 4 games and I shall tell you what each game was like sanerio like lol.

Game 1: Ahh yes, Team 1 vs. Team 2. Its basically a all out battle like in ww2 anything goes to win the war. So My team lost this for no teamwork whats so ever... Just something really odd to me... Im so good at this but no one wanted to work with me so they all just went out to die.

Game 2: Basically my team was the bad guys a cartel (not spelled right) and we are having a normal day life as a CARTEL... So we are mariens come in which we do know about and they cut both sides of our basses off and we are trying to fight back to gain control of our home turf. We lost this one as well..

Game 3: The very simple game of capture the flag... One of our members went awall on us.. killed 4 of his own teammates. So yea..

Game 4: A very hard game this one was... We are the bad guys again and we must not allow any of the mariens get their own from is... So basicly this game we won due to my perfect snipers abilities.

Besides that I just been having fun. This next weekend we might have another big thing but its gonna be on saturday night nothing is known yet so I guess I will post about it as soon as I hear about it. Thats all for now.

Who knows this might be it....

2005-03-19T06:39:00.000-05:00

Well everyone this summer might be official last year in the state of Georgia. Why you may ask? Well it's just time for things to move on. Life always goes on and so do I with time. Truly I don't really like it down here because it's all the way from my family. Where if I am to move I can see my litte brother Red Cloud and my Father. Even my older brothers and sister. So its just something I been thinking about doing for awhile but I dont know yet.

Besides that Im sorry I havent posted on my blogger in sometime. I been just really just greafing over life for some reason. Who knows I dont know god does I guess. So yea I am going to see my father and little brother this summer and I also planning on getting a puppy YESH.. I new dog for me.. Will be the 4th in my life. I had a wolf/husk mix which my sister has and the other 2 died by getting hit by a car. So yea...

Well I like to say what is up to everyone. I know most of you are like NO dont move. Im sorry but if you knew how it fills to be away from your family then you know where I am coming from and all. Ohh yea Zack man come to young life and hang out man.. I miss everyone from art class it was fun lol..

Hey Ms. F I been drawing latly but for some reason I been taking pictures of things. I guess another form of art. I like it, I might do this for a living who knows but just wanted to say hello!

Well thats all for now Ill post later today and it will be more on whats going on with me and why i might move.

Some body for everyone!

2005-03-04T00:40:00.000-05:00

Well, it's been awhile since I wrote in my blog. Why? Because I just have been really busy with things. For example: One of my websites www.ani-united.net was hacked and I have to work to get it back up. Anotehr example: Just been working a lot I guess.

Well besides that, I like to say whats up to those at Sandy Creek High School. I miss you guys very much and I hope yall's school year is going well. Ahh yes Ms. Fletcher I miss your ever famous art class. I havent been drawing latly I will get back at it. Zach - You said HEY! Well Zach I like to say WHAAZZ UPPP!!! lol...

Well this wensday I attended a so called church... Ohh yea not a church a CULT!!! I mean they ever said if you have long hair your going to hell. If you listen to rock your going to hell.. They said if you dress like a punk your going to hell.. Then I stood up.. Ohhh yea I did.. I said your going to hell sir. He said why am I going to hell.. Because your nothing but lies! He said how am I lies? You see yourself saying beating children is the right way to do it! WRONG SIR! God never beat us to believe in him. So what gives us the right to do the same to our children. Most kids cry even when you yell at them.. So sir you are going to hell for ever lie you tell.. I dont even think god is in the place like this. Then some women stood up and said "Learn you place boy and seat down and be the good mexican you are." Ohh no you just didnt call me a mexican.. So then this cult got something they never wanted they had me when I was mad! I told the women... "Learn your place and shut you mouth before I slap it to its place.. Second of all Im not mexican.. Im apart of the A-nish’-in-a so before you say im a mexican go to the tralior park and look for yours.. So then She started crying and ran out. Someone said her parents died and bla bla bla.. I said good now she has someone to go to when I personally send to hell.. That came out of no where not like a threat but something took over me and said that.. So then I said im out and dont look at me either when you leave this building.

I dont know for some reason but something took over me and said somethings I would never say. But yea I mean I would never say anything like that its not me to be so threating what so ever.. Im the clam cool and collective person. Maybe there is a side of me that just came out I never seen either.

Well besides that I just wanted to tell you all what happened this wensday. Tommorow I will be posting my ever famous RANTS of life. Thats all for now peace!

Back and thinking!

2005-02-25T04:23:00.000-05:00

Well today I just got back from Athens Georgia which was fun since I hung out with one of my best friends Matt. Well there was some fun things we got to do.. One was got to shoot turtles.. Which basically was fun because in they were in a water treatment plant. Most people would say Ohh My God why!?!?!? Well as soon as they entered the water of the treatment plant they where posined.

Which basically means that had about up to 2 weeks to live.. They didnt want them to speard this around to the other animal around so they go with kill runs with drowning them in the water with a tarp. So Matts dad knows them so they wanted us to get as many as we could since shooting them will kill them on contact..

Besides that I got to chill out with no worries of my dad.. I mean he drives me nuts so do some other people. So now that im back I got to deal with everyone I dont want to... That means I got to hear from some people how the catholic religion is wrong. I DONT CARE SO SHUT THE FUCK UP... Thats all I got to say... Im tired of hearing it since I can care less how your gonna die and where you are going. I know where Im going and I am tryin to figure out how to spend my time here as I live.

V day = D Day for me...

2005-02-14T18:13:00.000-05:00

V day is just something I hate

Today is monday Feb. 14, 2005 and its V day. This day is one of the hated days of my life! Why? Because over time it seems to me that they say you will spend this very day with someone speical. Which I think isnt true. For the past 2 years I been single and its not fun on days like this.

Truly im putting thought into this more then i want to. For the fact Im just sick and tired of hearing the same thing over. Devin your just a really good friend and thats it. I just want someone for once to say the truth about how they fill. Is there something wrong with that? Ohh yea I know what you want to say when you say that simple sentence. For the fact I know GIRLS dont want to hurt someones fillings. Well truly I can care less about how I fill at the time say what is needed...

Im just saying this world will be so much better without this very day for the fact its some day someone came up with that felt very lonely at the time. Yes even the guy who made this was very lonely so I see... Im just saying this isnt a very speical day. A very special day is a day when you go out with someone for about a year without doing nothing wrong you have devoted time turn to find out they cheated on you for about 3 months!!! Just a very normal day to find out what to hear something like that...

Besides that this is just something about how I fill about this very day...

Pictures are worth a Thousand Words!

2005-02-13T20:27:00.000-05:00

Who are you!

This picture will tell you what I mean... This scares me to even try to say who it is!

Is this Roxan person tryin to take over the world? Its getting to close to be not knowing who he is at times! Someone please help us with this!

I am scared of you!

Im scared to say anything! you shall know what I mean... This is inplied to the person on the left.

please leave a comment on the bottom of this and let me know how scary he is!

Why did I do it?

Well alright I dont know where they got this picture of me but its funny to me because I didnt know what I was thinking when they took it. Its kinda just out of the blue that I made a pose like this.

I just dont know what to say.....

This week ideal state of mind!

Well this week I made a plan out of what Im going to do. Well it all starts tommorow when I get up about 8 am to get ready for work. So basically work my butt off to get some money. Then Friday afternoon I shall be going to Sharp Top Cove to do some work since The last time I went Young Life paid for me. So now this time I will repay by going and doing my share far of work.

Besides that Just another random thought. This week I like those who read this just to say I love you to someone. Someone you would never think you would say it to! I mean this is gonna cause and effect to show people can be as a one unit rather then being outcasted. So please help me out and try.

Yet, Say love to me! Im just so cool I think I need some love! I need a HUG!!! *Cries and runs away* haha. Well I dont know what Im about to do since This is still early! Well please leave a comment or join the Dark Side!

YAY!!! The Night has come to an end!

2005-02-12T16:05:00.000-05:00

Halo 2: The Death of Devin!

Ohh yea I played Halo 2 for about 5 hours last night with my friends Andrew and Jeremy. Death was shown to me and I was so schooled because its been so long since I played the game. Yet I showed them up after a bit.. Never let me get the Sniper Rifle and walk away from me...

Ohh yea Halo 2 is just some crazy game... Its so easy to beat but when you get me coming up with my own profile I got a crazy name... I even came up with a clan for when I get a Xbox and Halo 2. I will be known as Sgt. Rocket, in Clan Team Rocket!... Crazy isnt it! I know

More pictures on the way!

Well Mike has some pictures from Bowling weekend and I will have more of Devin's Ever famous Captions. Yes, I know there will be crazy pictures to come out of that to show you all how crazy I am!! So thats is for the little title max area.

Why am I crazy the story!

Ohh yea I said it... This is gonna be the start to why Im ever famously crazy in this so called world of judgmental people. Well Lets see how im gonna do this... Well I say Ill put a add a story every day so this will be part 1 of the saga!

Well, it all started when I moved to Georgia from Minnesota. Ohh yea the ever cold world of the north! Well besides that when I came here I wasnt custom to really trust much of anyone due to the fact that up north where I came from was trust or distrust. Which Distrust was one of the things we did because things would get stolen or someone would get the crap kicked out of them.

So When I moved down here I came to a School named Flat Rock Middle! Which up north we were Junior High. Falcon Ridge Junior High, a Privite School that was just built in the area I came from. Well I meet someone named Pete Hubbort and a few others and I couldnt say the names right because of the whole northen thing. So I would go crazy saying names and thats how it started out!

Xanga vs. Blogger!

I have a friend that has a Xanga site, which is Kim's Xanga So I was like hmm.. Xanga and Blogger have a war to see who wins!. So now that I have started a small war we shall SEE WHO WINS!!

This post = Sleep for me!

2005-02-11T05:07:00.000-05:00

Thoughts of the day!

Well my thoughts of the day are that everyone needs to give someone a chance down the road some time or another. Why? Becuase it will help yourself out in the long run. Due to the fact that you might give you your chance by saying no to someone that might be perfect for you! Why shouldnt someone have a chance? Because He/She isnt good looking enough for you? He/She isnt your quote/unquote your time? Or He/She just tell the truth to fat for you liking?

This is just something I noticed from stories from people I know all over the world. Yes I know over 5000 people somehow down the line my MSN message became the most popular in MSN chat rooms for some reason and Im known as the problem person. For some reason I get e-mails telling me their problems and I try my best to help out. No idead how that happened but I say this is my thought of the day!

A Random Art #1

Cutout Sticker; Child stems from roots of tree with a surviving leaf, yet ideal world lies on the left with blooming flowers and complimentary clouds

Thought on work

As a normal avg. american I have to work to get money to live in this community of hordes of devilish and sadness of sicking people. Ohh yea I said it, Im stereotyping those people that make me sick of living in this time of area of life. My good friend which I am working with is paying me some good money tax free to do what I need to do to live.

Yet, we just got a job and I ran into those people that make me sick. I will say they are old sour people. They worry about every little thing that doesnt even affect them to 1% of their life. If I would say I saw a rabbit they would run in-side and say kill it. This is how it worked when i forgot to pick up a Hundred pound log this past wensday afternoon. They got so mad that I forgot to get it! Yea right I just couldnt pick it up myself...

So the next day I went back to get it and I was said to them "I am a paid american to do what you cant... If you wish me to continue on what I am doing to help you out dont and do not ever say I didnt do what you asked me to do for you. For all I care is that you can get off the A-nish’-in-a (Original Peoples) land."

So then the women looked at me in a strang way and said "Your a native american arnt you?" I said in return "Im a A-nish’-in-a and so what if I am?" Then she was to say something and then shut the door in my face. so this is the work thought of the day.

Random Art #2

This picture was taken by me when I was with my mother so many years ago near a lake or something. As I took the picture which was sent to me by my sister. I heard a voice say to me "Are you the one who called me?" This I never really understood and why I heard it. My sister told me I asked her and my mother the same question. They didnt understand what I ment till this day Im clueless.

Overall Thoughts

Overall I just want to say life is gonna be hard no matter how hard you try. Life is just gonna be that way till you die and go visit god. Then you know you will have the parties of everlasting life wont you. But Im just getting tired of people turning down other people because they are big or ugly or what not. A test to those who read this... Give the last person a chance and see what happens maybe!

The Mighty Man of AIR!

2005-02-11T00:40:00.000-05:00

Xanga sites!

Well there is a new enemy to us BLOGGER people. Xanga is the light side of the world meaning that we are the Dark side of the force! For those that read this that use Xanga RID yourself of the good and come to the dark side of world! I mean this COME TO THE DARK SIDE!!!

The Veronica Effect

Alright this is gonna explain where that picture came from of Roxan or Joe you Choose! Well basically we were heading out of town to a place called Sharp Top Cove. Which is located in north Georgia right above Canton GA.

Well basically Kyle who was with us had a radio that all the leaders where keeping in touch with each other. So me and joe where sitting in the very back. Joe and I wanted to come up with something crazy to do because we thought it was Fred.

Come to find out it wasnt... It was JEFF COLE!!! BOB DOLE!!! So he was like stop this is for the leader use only. So then me thinking of Jim Carries Ever famous Veronica Skit on living Color. So I was like in a man/female voice "Hi! My name is Veronica, and today I have my co-host (joe) Roxan and today we will be doing the Love connection. Todays show will be based on Kyle Rubbing Butter on his nipples."

Then It was taken away from us in cold hearted fashon. So then later on that weekend we started to do it more but then someone else jumped in and call themselves Bekky Then another, umm what was it.. I forgot but soon we became the Fantastic Five! lol then thats why we always do it just to make people laugh.

Random thing?

I want to make my own show up with Garret and Joe called MXC. Yes after the show but this one would be so much funnier due to the fact we know how to do Funny things... Instead of the ever famous announcers we will do Veronica and Roxan. YES I said it. But yet you will see what I mean!

A famous funny link!

Crazy Dancer Weird Techno! this is one of the best videos I ever seen surface on the internet in a long time! Thanks to the Paughsome.come website for posting it I shall return the favor here as well.

Young Life Things!

2005-02-10T22:42:00.000-05:00

Well today I did'nt go to work due to the fact my Boss had somethings going on around his house which did'nt allow him to leave at all. Yet so this gave me an awsome idea to edit some pictures I got from a Mike YL leader. This picture I got from Mike is a friend of mine named Joe better known for Roxan. So please help me out and tell me who this is.

I'm at a lost for this picture. I don't know where it came from but Its funny either way you look at it. So please if you want to help me out and tell me who is this!

Besides that not this past monday but two weeks ago on Young Life Monday night we played a game that was totally just not normal. See I dont play many games at all So basically they got me to play this game with Ketchup and Mustered which almost killed me when it went up my noise. I won of course so then me and my friend Mike took a picture and this picture has so many meanings just the way we looked at the time so please tell me what you think.

Wow I mean this picture is just really out there for me. I was like WTF and mike was like Im a bad boy take me camera! HAHA! Well besides this, this is all im gonna post on this topic. In about a good couple of hours I want to post something I think should be brought up for everyone to read and ponder their minds off.

New year and keeping up?

2005-02-10T03:41:00.000-05:00

Well this is the new year and I guess I will be making this Blog the most used thing besides my anime website. Yes I did say anime. One thing I will never give up due to the fact its gonna be one of the biggest things I work in todays life as a webmaster. Well today is just a day I do massive updates on my profile website and as well for my blogger.

Well besides that Im on the move for right now tryin to work to gain enough money to get me a Jeep. Then grad from school. I might just go back for a full year and go to another school. Sandy Creek is one of the worst schools I been to. No not the teachers just the way I learned things. So baically, I don't know what i got planned yet.

I want to go to college to become a chef. Yet I want to become a Web Designer and all that good stuff. Yet I want to become a web designer first so yea. Thats why I will I said Ill be in the anime community for a long time. Just because Ill be working and Designing websites for animes. Maybe even for major Anime movies and cartoons.

So yea this is the first post...